Two Christmas Album Recommendations

December 8, 2010
9:03 AM

There are two new Christmas projects that came out this year that I highly recommend. I’m using a few songs from each in our worship services at Trinity, and so far they have gone over well. Both of these projects are modern, respectful to the original rhythm and melody of the known carols, artistically beautiful, and while creative, accessible to the general population. Most importantly, they stir my heart to worship Christ at Christmas.

I discovered Future of Forestry through their Christmas music first and I was an instant fan. They released Advent Christmas Vol. 1 last year and then Vol. 2 this fall. You can tell that these guys are worshipers of the Almighty God just in they way they handle the songs that they chose to record. They aren’t just covering favorite Christmas songs, but are intensely connected to the message they play and sing. Their musicianship is fantastic, sensitive and simple at times giving the lyric the spotlight, and at other times progressive enough to make it interesting and powerful. They use just the right mix of guitars, synthesized sounds, percussion, folk and classical instruments. There are also nice touches that make it sound like Christmas, bells, strings, and other unique instruments. Lead singer, Eric Owyoung’s vocals are smooth and yet passionate, perfectly complemented by the background vocals. We’ve used The First Noel, and will use What Child is This in our worship services at Trinity. Here is an original. Enjoy!

The second album is North Point Church’s North Point Christmas project. A number of these songs were written and previously recorded by folks such as Steve Fee and Meredith Andrews, but these versions have a sweet, Christmas touch by producer Nathan Nockels. We’ve used my two favorites already at Trinity in our worship services. All Creation Sing(Joy to the World) and Angels We Have Heard on High. They both make me want to dance … so I do with my kids and wife in my home. I have yet to cut loose in church, but be assured that I’m right on the edge. May the effect of Christ’s coming cause us all to dance for joy!

“But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11 Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.” (Luke 2:10-11 NIV)

Cheers and Merry Christmas!

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What I’m most thankful for this Thanksgiving

November 24, 2010
9:11 AM

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day and my heart overflows with thanksgiving to God for a unique and surprising blessing that he brought into my life this year. I’m going to post something I wrote a few months ago. My wife, Julie and I had just taken in Brandon as our foster son and things were a little touch and go so we chose not to put this out there right away. But things have calmed down a bit and we can’t help but share some more details on this wonderful story of God’s faithfulness and love.
Happy Thanksgiving!

…from September 1, 2010

Life took quite a turn for my family two weeks ago today. We witnessed an answer to prayer, a miracle, and a precious gift from God given to us in the form of our 4th child, a son, Brandon Joseph. Life was pretty full for us already with 3 children, the youngest just 14 months old today. Yet God seems to have destined us to become the parents of this precious little boy, and his hand is all over it – there was no doubt in our mind that it was his plan all along. I’ll share some of the details that have strengthened our faith in the Lord and inspired us to praise him anew for his faithfulness.

In June we found out that our daughter Maria’s birth mom was pregnant again and due in August. Our youngest son, Ben, was just about to turn one and needless to say, we were a bit overwhelmed with this news. We began to faithfully pray for this child, his mother, and specifically for the family that would take him in. The birth mom was living out of state at the time so the chance that we would get him was slim. While we were willing, we sensed that if it were meant to be, God would drop him into our laps. We made a few phone calls, but realized that there was nothing we could do but pray. We shared this news with our family and a few close friends. Julie and I also prayed that we would be in complete agreement about what we should do. It was exactly two years ago when we walked through the difficult trial of not being in agreement, and had to take a break from foster care as a result.

In August of 2008, on vacation in Mammoth Lakes, Julie wrote this prayer out in her journal:

God-
I just want to add that I know you are the God of miracles and that you delight to give us our heart’s desires. So I want to ask by faith that you would-

  1. open my womb that I would be able to carry a baby full term
  2. that we would be able to adopt another baby. I would love a sibling of Maria but do I dare be that specific?

So God, I give you those 2 desires and requests. I trust that you are a God of miracles and I trust your timing. I rest in you, knowing that you know what is best. In Jesus’ name, amen.

A few months after Julie wrote this we found out that she was pregnant. Benjamin Jackson was born on July 1, 2009! Brandon Joseph was born on August 16, 2010, just 2 years almost to the day after Julie wrote out this prayer to the Lord. The crazy thing is that Brandon was born in San Bernardino and two days later, dropped into our laps. Well actually, delivered to our door. Deja vu! We lived our experience with Maria all over again with friends and family coming over that night to delight in this beautiful baby boy. It was a party at the Born’s! God answered every one of our prayers. We sense his favor in a huge way, and are still in awe that things have turned out this way.

So, does God always answer our prayers so specifically? No, I must admit that I am perplexed by this all. My mind knows that God is our loving Father who delights to give us good things. Jesus said, “And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.” (John 14:13-14 NIV). But I have also known that like any father, our Father knows what’s best and only gives according to his will, that which will bring him the greatest glory. He has the BIG picture in mind. How often do I ask for the things that are according to the BIG picture? Not very often; at least my timing is usually off. That’s why the most important part of prayer is the, “Not my will but Thy will be done.” But this time, my precious wife asked for the very things that God had purposed in his heart before hand. And his timing is perfect!

“But the plans of the LORD stand firm forever,
the purposes of his heart through all generations.” (Psalms 33:11 NIV)

All we can say at this point is Hallelujah! Please join us in giving praise to the Lord, and pray for this precious child, and the process ahead of us as we navigate the long and bumpy road toward adoption and life for the time being with two infants. Our motto is, “One day at a time.” May God increase our faith as we continue to trust in him!

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On Faithfully Plodding, Part 2

Continued from “On Faithful Plodding, Part 1”
November 10, 2010
8:34 AM

A few weeks ago I posted some thoughts on Faithfully Plodding. To many, especially those who have strong spiritual desires, faithfully plodding may look like apathy. It has certainly looked like that at times to me. I want to look at the fuel behind faithfully plodding. What keeps us moving forward and not stagnating? I would say that it is the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives. We began our worship service with a song last week called Consuming Fire, by Tim Hughes. We pray as we sing the chorus, “Consuming Fire, fan into a flame a passion for your name.” Spiritual passion is the substance of faith that is alive. Simply put it is a “hunger and thirst for righteousness.” It is evidenced by a deep desire to see, to know and to experience more of God and his work in and around us. My heart is stirred when I see it in others. I long to see it in my spiritual leaders and to share in it with my colleagues, friends and loved ones. I hope and pray that it is always stirring in me and that I allow others to see it in me.

However, there is a huge danger in spiritual hunger, and I walked through it a few years ago. That danger is pride. Actually it was four years ago, that I wrote this.

June 12, 2006
I suppose the first way [God] led me was to begin a focus this year in study and application of being ‘filled to the measure of all the fullness of God’ and operating out of the overflow of that fullness. (Eph. 3:19) As I gathered and organized my thoughts I really thought that this was more than just a study, but could result in a whole book. So I did a preliminary study on the topic of fullness in the Bible and then laid out an outline. Now I sense God saying, “Pray for this fullness and let me give you stories to fill the pages of the book.” In other words, I need to live this life first before I write a book about it. So that’s where I’m at – praying, studying & living while expecting God to answer and begin to fill me with His Spirit to be influential as His leader in the church and ambassador to the world.

I can honestly say that I have not been the same since that time. My longing to know God, to better lead my children and wife, and to lead my church family in worship has all been fueled. My daily conviction has been to not “quench the Holy Spirit.” What’s the opposite of quenching? It’s fanning the flame, allowing the presence of God within to control everything – thoughts, actions and words. I pray nearly everyday for love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness and self-control, the fruit of the Spirit. I have been more aware of my sin and quicker to confess it. And boy has God answered! These have been the most exciting days of my life, and they continue to be.

But about two and a half years ago I had to learn a most important lesson. God enrolled me into the school of humility through the process of two simultaneous conflicts. One with one of my closest friends and the other with my closest friend, that is with my wife, Julie. Both conflicts spurred out of very good passions – passion for evangelism, to see people invited to come to Christ on the one hand, and passion to be God’s hands and feet to the poor and needy on the other.

The truth is that the more we long for the right things, to know God and follow his ways, the more conflict we will experience because we have an enemy who opposes such things. However, we must never mistaken our loved ones or our brothers and sisters in Christ as the enemy. The enemy is Satan. Period.

Here’s what I learned and am learning. Passion for God, desire for a greater filling of the Holy Spirit and longing to see him at work in and through my life must be accompanied by an even greater humility, gentleness, patience, compassion and kindness. I have meditated on this Scripture passage below and am committed to living here and counseling all conflict from this starting place. “Put on then, as God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience, 13 bearing with one another and, if one has a complaint against another, forgiving each other; as the Lord has forgiven you, so you also must forgive. 14 And above all these put on love, which binds everything together in perfect harmony. 15 And let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body. And be thankful.” (Colossians 3:12-16 ESV)
The more we know Christ, the more we should be like him. Those five essential qualities come from him and must lead the way ahead of any zealous desire for greater things. Sometimes they need to rein us in, slow us down, and place us in a time of “waiting on the Lord.” Listen to God’s word elsewhere to us.
“So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy, 2 complete my joy by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind. 3 Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.” (Philippians 2:1-4 ESV) I’ve read that perhaps 100 times in my life and it is one of my favorite passages. Yet I noticed something huge just this moment when I pasted the text into this document. If there is … any participation in the Spirit…” Does this imply that we are not participating in the Spirit when we are not exercising Christ’s humility, love and unity? I think it does.

After this difficult lesson a few years ago I honestly didn’t know what to do with my spiritual longings, especially the desire to influence and share these desires with others. For a while I think I quenched them. But then I decided to just give them over to the Lord. I still have strong desires brewing within, the desire to give everything over to the Lord, to take up my cross and follow him at all costs, to see our church alive in Christ, consumed with carrying out his mission, willingly walking into suffering, and embracing the poor and needy. But now I find myself wanting all the more to be faithful (one of the fruit of the Spirit) in my role to love my wife as Christ loved the church and laid his life down on her behalf, to love and lead my kids toward God’s ways, and to be a good friend and brother and shepherding pastor to my church family. I want to faithfully plod, but with a gentle and humble passion stirring in my heart, being led by the Holy Spirit. I want to see greater things, while being grateful for the things I get to see everyday as I do what God has called me to do in the moment. To God be the Glory!

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On And Can It Be

October 27, 2010
9:10 AM

A year ago when we were making plans to do a Hymn of the Month for 2010 @ Trinity Church, I surveyed my colleagues, the Pastoral Staff. The favorite hymn, earning the most votes, was And Can It Be by Charles Wesley (1707-1788). The powerful refrain is reason enough to love this hymn as we passionately sing, “Amazing Love, how can it be that Thou my God should’st die for me?!”

Wesley wrote over 6000 hymns during his lifetime. And Can It Be is thought to be the first as it tells of his conversion experience.

Charles Wesley wrote it soon after He came to Christ. As he looks back on his life, he sees himself as a prisoner in a dark dungeon, chained by the sins that he committed–and even more “made captive” by the sin that was a part of his very being. One night, the gospel of Christ–the good news that Christ had died to meet his need–seemed to flood his own personal dungeon with light, breaking the chains and setting him free. The guilt was finally gone. For the first time, Wesley seemed to be really alive because he possessed the supernatural life of Jesus Christ!

Perhaps you may think that this hymn describes the dramatic experience of one who was rescued from the life of terrible sin and ruin… perhaps drugs, adultery, murder or who knows what? But at the time of his conversion, Charles Wesley had been a pastor in his church for over three years. And he had just returned from a “missionary” trip to America.

But in all of this religious activity, he had never experienced peace–the peace that only God can give. Peace cannot be manufactured or “faked.” Christ had never come to dwell in his life. He looked good on the outside, but the mystery of a life committed to Christ was not to be found in him.

On May 20, 1738, around midnight, Charles Wesley was saved. Finally, he began to understand the great mystery of being “in Christ.” It’s a little like that night, 1900 years ago, when Jesus said to the Jewish religious leader: Nicodemus, “You must be born again.” Nicodemus was a respected religious leader, but he wasn’t born again. He had never experienced the “mystery.”

Perhaps you heard, recently, of a 71 year old minister, who after spending 50 years in the service of the church, had just come to Jesus Christ. Like the experience Charles Wesley describes in his hymn, the old minister finally understood the “mystery” of being “in Christ.” He realized, as we must also, that “doing good” means nothing to God. To accept Christ’s love and sacrifice for himself was to find the source of eternal life. This, indeed, is the best–and greatest mystery of all!

The structure of the hymn gives us a full worship expression, that is, God’s story intersecting with our story, both proclamation of Scriptural truth and personal expressions of praise to God. We will sing four of the six stanzas that Wesley wrote. The climax of the hymn comes for me at that moment when I join in proclaiming, “My chains fell off; my heart was free. I rose, went forth and followed Thee!”

May our hearts be deeply moved and our faith strengthened as we walk through this “faith story” together in song each week of November. And, like the songwriter, Charles Wesley, may some among us find themselves understanding the simple, yet profound gospel truth of “salvation by grace, through faith” and having their own conversion experience as true faith is born.

Sunday, May 21. I betook myself to prayer; the substance as follows: Jesus, Thou hast said, “I will come unto you;” Thou hast said, “I will send the Comforter unto you;” Thou hast said, “My Father and I will come unto you, and make our abode with you.” Thou art God who canst not lie; I wholly rely upon Thy most true promise; accomplish it in Thy time and manner.

Tuesday, May 23. I waked under the protection of Christ, and gave myself up, soul and body, to Him. At nine I began an hymn upon my conversion, but was persuaded to break off, for fear of pride. Mr. Bray coming, encouraged me to proceed in spite of Satan. I prayed Christ to stand by me, and finished the hymn.

~Quote from Charles Wesley’s journal, 1738.

And Can It Be
And can it be that I should gain
An interest in the Savior’s blood?
Died He for me, who caused His pain-
For me, who Him to death pursued?
Amazing love! How can it be,
That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?
Amazing love! How can it be,
That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?

He left His Father’s throne above
So free, so infinite His grace-
Emptied Himself of all but love,
And bled for Adam’s helpless race:
‘Tis mercy all, immense and free,
For O my God, it found out me!
Amazing love! How can it be,
That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?

Long my imprisoned spirit lay,
Fast bound in sin and nature’s night;
Thine eye diffused a quickening ray-
I woke, the dungeon flamed with light;
My chains fell off, my heart was free,
I rose, went forth, and followed Thee.
Amazing love! How can it be,
That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?

No condemnation now I dread;
Jesus, and all in Him, is mine;
Alive in Him, my living Head,
And clothed in righteousness divine,
Bold I approach th’eternal throne,
And claim the crown, through Christ my own.
Amazing love! How can it be,
That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?

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Joyful, Joyful We Adore Thee

September 29, 2010
8:47 AM

Our October Hymn of the Month is one with glorious music and a text that gives the worshiper rich expressions of praise to God. Each phrase is proclaiming a Biblical truth that has significant meaning or singing a sentence prayer that is far reaching in its impact. Each time I sing Joyful, Joyful We Adore Thee I am struck by yet another profound truth expressed within. Joy is in fact central evidence that we are children of God; it is the second fruit of the Spirit. Scriptures command us to “Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!” (Philippians 4:4 NIV) Henry van Dyke wrote the lyrics to be sung to Ludwig van Beethoven’s “Ode to Joy” from his final symphony, Symphony No.9.

I will attempt to unpack just a few of my favorite phrases from the hymn. First of all, notice the pattern that we see in the hymn, a great reminder of two very important components of true worship. We see both proclamation of Biblical truth and prayer, dialogue with God regarding that truth. Take a look at verse 3. PROCLAMATION: Thou art giving and forgiving, ever blessing ever blessed. Wellspring of the joy of living. Ocean depth of happy rest. Thou our Father, Christ our brother. All who live in love are thine.
PRAYER: Teach us how to love each other. Lift us to the joy divine.

It is wonderful to consider the inference here that the greatest experience of joy is a result of loving and being loved not only by God, but also by one another. This is the big idea our worship service on Sunday. “By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” (John 13:35 NIV) The Scriptures also remind us that love is the greatest spiritual gift that God enables in the life of the believer. “And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.” (1 Corinthians 13:13 NIV) And so I pray that final prayer with intense longing and desire. Yes, Lord, teach us!

Have you experienced this? You walk into the worship service, mind full of a lot of stuff. Stuff so BIG that as one friend explained it to me yesterday, it’s like there’s a bubble around you through which you see everything blurry, you filter everything through it and you can barely enter into worship. You feel numb to what’s going on in the worship service. It’s like the worship leader and pastor, and everyone else for that matter, are living in a different sphere. So you come in and the band is moving like a freight train at full speed. The worship leader is “happy clappy” and calling you to rejoice. How in the world can you do it authentically when you’re totally not there? Take a look at verse 1. PROCLAMATION: Joyful, joyful we adore Thee, God of glory, Lord of love. Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee, opening to the sun above. PRAYER: Melt the clouds of sin and sadness. Drive the dark of doubt away. Giver of immortal gladness, fill us with the light of day. It’s all in the prayer, “HELP!” And God will. “Surely God is my help; the Lord is the one who sustains me.” (Psalms 54:4 NIV)

I’m sorry for my insensitivity to you whom I lead without giving the invitation to come honestly, to cry, to cast your cares on the Lord who cares for you, and to let him melt away the clouds of sin and sadness. Melting isn’t an immediate process is it? It’s not like we just flip the switch and put a smile on our faces and sing for joy – that is dishonest, inauthentic and isn’t worship that pleases our Father who knows our hearts. No, melting takes time and is only the process of being in the light of the Son. And eventually, joy will spring forth like the flowers opening to the sun above.

Joyful, joyful, we adore Thee, God of glory, Lord of love;
Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee, opening to the sun above.
Melt the clouds of sin and sadness; drive the dark of doubt away;
Giver of immortal gladness, fill us with the light of day!

All Thy works with joy surround Thee, earth and heaven reflect Thy rays,
Stars and angels sing around Thee, center of unbroken praise.
Field and forest, vale and mountain, flowery meadow, flashing sea,
Singing (sometimes chanting) bird and flowing fountain call us to rejoice in Thee.

Thou art giving and forgiving, ever blessing, ever blessed,
Wellspring of the joy of living, ocean depth of happy rest!
Thou our Father, Christ our Brother, all who live in love are Thine;
Teach us how to love each other, lift us to the joy divine.

Mortals, join the happy chorus, which the morning stars began;
Father love is reigning o’er us, brother love binds man to man.
Ever singing, march we onward, victors in the midst of strife,
Joyful music leads us Sunward in the triumph song of life.

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On Anticipating the Worship Workshop

September 15, 2010
8:51 AM

I’m really looking forward to our Worship Workshop this weekend. I’m especially excited about two things. First is our guest speaker, Dr. Bruce Leafblad. I snuck a peak at his notes and it made me anticipate it all the more. Bruce has spent his lifetime as a worship leader, worship professor, but most importantly, worshiper of the Triune God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. What we will receive is the wisdom and learning of a man who has devoted his life to loving the Lord with all his heart, soul, mind and strength. We are in store for a great time of centering in on what is most important as worshipers and worship leaders to our church family. Bruce is also a friend of our family through friendship with his daughter, Stefani who married my best friend, Dave. I’ve wanted to get him in to speak to us for some time now, so it’s about time!

The second source of my excitement is our partnership with the Packinghouse Church here in Redlands. Their worship team, led by Music Director, Kim Hutchcroft, worship leader, Robert Easely, and soundtech, Chris Hamilton will lead us in a time of worship singing. All of them will then lead us in breakout sessions following the opening general session. By the way, the opening session is a worship service with a sermon on the topic of worship. Anyone is invited to join us for this time of worship from 8:30 – 9:45 on Saturday morning.
See you there!

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Here is Love

September 8, 2010
9:27 AM

Before the month gets away from me I must pause and reflect a moment on our hymn of the month for September. The love of God for the world, expressed through Jesus Christ has and will always be one of the central truths of the gospel that inspires our songs of worship. The Scriptures abound with statements about God’s love. One of the earliest texts of worship states, “Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.” (1 Chronicles 16:34 NIV) John states, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” (John 3:16 NIV) Paul prays, “And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge–that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” (Ephesians 3:17-19 NIV) He also affirms, “For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 8:38-39 NIV) John again says, “How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!” (1 John 3:1 NIV)

William Reese was the Welsh preacher who penned the words to Here is Love in 1876. His contemporary, Robert Lowery, wrote the music that same year. Reese pictured the love of God as being as vast as the ocean, and his loving-kindness like a flood. And how did God give love like this? Through the blood of Christ shed on our behalf – the Prince of Life, our ransom. Verse two continues the simile. Through the crucifixion of our Savior fountains opened deep and wide, his mercy was released through floodgates, a vast and gracious tide. His grace and love are compared to a mighty river flowing without ceasing, kissing the guilty world with love. His poetic imagery helps to take the truth of Scripture from our minds to our hearts where we receive and believe it. Reese stopped there, but in 1900 another hymn writer, William Williams, decided to pen some additional lyrics. These became the third and fourth verses. At some point they were slightly changed from 3rd person plural to 1st person singular. I can’t imagine the hymn without these terrific verses that move forward from declaring the love of God to personally expressing active faith, prayerful desire, and praise to God in the form of living a life shaped by his love. I think it gives us a more complete worship response.

Receiving the love of God, given in his Son, Jesus Christ, is the greatest, life-changing decision in all the universe. I will never tire of hearing an old or new song of praise declaring and rejoicing in the love of God. With David, I will always say, “Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands.” (Psalms 63:3-4 NIV)

Here Is Love
by William Reese, William Williams, Robert Lowery
Here is love vast as the ocean
Lovingkindness as the flood
When the Prince of life, our ransom
Shed for us His precious blood
Who His love will not remember
Who can cease to sing His praise
He can never be forgotten
Throughout heav’n’s eternal days

On the mount of crucifixion
Fountains opened deep and wide
Through the floodgates of God’s mercy
Flowed a vast and gracious tide
Grace and love like mighty rivers
Poured incessant from above
Heaven’s peace and perfect justice
Kissed a guilty world in love

In Your truth You will direct me
By Your spirit, through Your word
And Your grace my need is meeting
As I trust in You my Lord
Of Your fullness You are pouring
Your great love on me anew
Without measure, full and boundless
Drawing out my heart to You

Let me all Your love accepting
Love You ever all my days
Let me seek Your kingdom only
And my life be to Your praise
You alone will be my glory
Nothing in this world I seek
You have cleansed and sanctified me
You, Yourself have set me free

Just after eleven o’clock on a Wednesday evening a hundred years ago, a solo voice rang out with the beautiful Welsh hymn “Here Is Love Vast As The Ocean”. Maybe a thousand people were in the Chapel at the time, leaning over the galleries, packing every pew and squeezing into every spare corner. They’d been here for more than four hours, in a service of intense emotion.

Meetings like it were taking place across Wales night after night, with fervent prayer and passionate singing – and similar disregard for the clock. They both excited and appalled, left many puzzled and some frightened, but it was reckoned that in less than a year, over a hundred and fifty thousand people had made a new commitment to Jesus Christ.

Whole communities changed, as men and women found themselves drawn into a powerful experience of God; and sparks from their awakening were soon to ignite fires in more than a dozen other countries. And the hymn that soloist struck up spontaneously, about “love vast as the ocean”, was heard so often that it became known as “the love song of the revival”. (from truthinhistory.org)

O Lord, God, may the simple yet profound truth of your love for us, poured out richly through the death of our Savior, Jesus Christ, spark a revival among the people in our community. Work powerfully in our worship services as we declare your great love in our songs of praise!
Amen.

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Thoughts on Prayer

August 18, 2010
7:37 AM

Last Sunday we had an incredible time of worship, and by that I mean the whole service. I partnered with my good friend and colleague Steve Springsted. He preached a message on The Lord’s Prayer and I helped craft the other elements of the service around the message. A highlight for me was the beautiful way Steve encouraged us to grow in our practice of prayer as an issue of desire and not duty. Prayer is all about our relationship with God and a means to grow closer to him. Now I find myself waking up in the morning with a fresh desire to meet with God. Of course, meeting with God without distractions is shortly lived with a family of 3 young kids (adding a 4th today!) and a farm to care for. So I have my red Adirondack chairs on my front porch and I try to get a few minutes there, with a fresh cup of coffee, to read God’s Word and pray before one of my kids comes to hop up on my lap for a good morning cuddle. Then I have a 3-way conversation with God and with my kid on my lap, using the pauses between conversation to thank him for my precious children and pray for their day. Other mornings I spend an hour in the grove before the sun rises, spraying weeds and talking with the Lord. I use that time mainly to pray for others, family, friends, missionaries, coworkers and those I know who are in need. Wednesday mornings, I leave before my family is awake and slip away to this coffee shop to spend my time studying, writing and having an occasional conversation with others. I call this my listening time where I pause in my busy life to gather my thoughts and seek leading from the Lord. I treasure this time deeply and try to never miss it. We must never forget that listening is a crucial part of conversation and so it is with prayer.

One of the biggest periods of growth in prayer life came when I was 26 years old. I realized that I spent most of the day with no thoughts of God and no conversation with him. I felt alone with a big sense of inadequacy as I faced the challenge of some difficult classes of students in my job as a math teacher. At some point I decided that I needed to learn to pray without ceasing, one of the commands of Scripture: “pray continually;” (1 Thessalonians 5:17 NIV) I asked God to help me remember to be mindful of his presence with me at all times during the day. I wanted my days to become a continual conversation with the Lord. Why not take advantage of the fact that he is always with me? He answered that prayer and soon I found myself shooting off short sentence prayers throughout the day, often in the form of the word, “Help!”, and other times for the kid who was challenging me at the moment. My friend Toby blogged about this the other day and hit the mark when it comes to living a life of prayer. I appreciated his thoughts in his blog, A Man For Christ.

Another sweet growth of prayer in my life was learning to pray with my wife, Julie. During my difficult year of teaching, our first year of marriage, we would take 1 or 2 walks a week where we would include God in our conversation. We would pray out loud as we walked and sometimes talk to each other in the middle of our prayer. (Kind of like I do with my kids now.) Now most of my prayer time with Julie is just before we drift off to sleep together. Then of course there are the times of crisis or concern where we pause in the middle of the day to lift our requests to the Lord.

Do I feel good at prayer? Not at all. I feel much like a beginner, like a little child learning how to talk to his daddy. I have much yet to learn of Him and a long way to go toward maturity. Still God invites me to come and delights to be with me. Another thing is that my heroes of the faith, men of God who were and are greatly used by him, have a common characteristic among them. They were and are men who pray. I want to be a man like that! I want to know God like that! And so by God’s grace and with the help of the Holy Spirit I keep pressing in that direction.

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On Intimacy with God

August 4, 2010
7:45 AM

I’ve been asked to share a little about intimacy with God in one of our upcoming services. The topic is prayer and the main point is that prayer is mostly practiced in pursuit of knowing God. It is a relational issue more than anything else. Prayer draws us closer to God, closer to his heart, to his will, and to his character. Prayer brings intimacy with God.

Many songs of worship are sung prayers that when sung from our hearts draw us closer to God. Christian songwriters are a gift from God to the church. As modern psalmists, their musical prayers model intimacy with God. They give me an inspiration to draw near to Him. My first experience came in Junior High with Keith Green’s music. His prayers became my own and you know what? God answered these prayers that I sang as a child. I realized this when I got to college. My favorite song is called, Make My Life a Prayer. It was one of the first songs I learned to sing and play on the piano. It remains a major prayer of my heart.

When a worship song or hymn resonates with our common desire to know God, it quickly becomes a favorite. The Scriptures promise, “Come near to God and he will come near to you.” (James 4:8 NIV) God desires to draw near to us and offers prayer as the main means of doing this. Repentance, thanksgiving, complaint, need, adoration, suffering, a cry for help, questioning, a prayer for a loved one – all of these are appropriate ways to communicate with our loving Father.

There are many prayerful songs that personally draw me close to God. I sense his nearness when I sing them. I sense that this is exactly where I need to be more than anything else. Choosing one song to highlight is perhaps one of the hardest things I do. But the first that comes to mind is one that immediately resonated with my heart; yet, I found it difficult to sing. It fought my sinful nature to sing the words, “You’re all I want. You’re all I’ve ever needed. You’re all I want. Help me know you are near.” I had to come to the place where I admitted that all the things that I want and need, even good things like my family, friends, my job, my ministry, all my desires, all of these things didn’t compare for my need for God.

When I sing words like these, is it because I always feel or act that way? No. Perhaps it is uncomfortable to sing them because they are not true at the moment. I need to pause and repent – the prayer of confession is a prayer that God promises to always answer. “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” My favorite version is the first I ever heard by the Katinas on the Exodus project, Draw Me Close.

Recently, I heard Matt Papa’s Open Hands on KSGN while driving to worship early one Sunday morning. It became my prayer right away and I had to sit in the car and listen all the way to the end. I quickly found this song and downloaded it for $.99 on itunes. We live in such amazing times! I encourage you to make a playlist of some of your favorite prayer songs and use that to draw you into a conversation with God.

Last week we introduced, Like Incense (Sometimes by Step) by Hillsong. This song combined a prayerful chorus written by Rich Mullins’ Sometimes by Step with new verses presented by Hillsong. These new
verses are prayers that flow from the heart of Psalm 119, having a delight in following God’s ways. Enjoy!

Perhaps you could add a comment recommending one of your favorite prayer songs.

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Blessed Assurance

July 28, 2010
7:54 AM

Our August Hymn of the Month is Blessed Assurance by Fanny J. Crosby. Fanny was disabled, blinded as a result of bad medical advice when only six months old. Yet she came to embrace and even thank God for her blindness, becoming a very influential hymn writer and public speaker around the turn of the 20th century. She said these words about her disability.

“It seemed intended by the blessed providence of God that I should be blind all my life, and I thank Him for the dispensation. If perfect earthly sight were offered me tomorrow I would not accept it. I might not have sung hymns to the praise of God if I had been distracted by the beautiful and interesting things about me.” When only eight years old she composed the following poem:

Oh, what a happy child I am, although I cannot see!
I am resolved that in this world contented I will be!
How many blessings I enjoy that other people don’t!
So weep or sigh because I’m blind, I cannot — nor I won’t!

In August, Trinity Church is celebrating and honoring those in our congregation who are disabled. We have a growing number of families with disabled children who are an indispensable part of our children’s’ and youth ministries. They have a support group called King’s Kids. We also have a growing number of adults with disabilities who attend and serve in our Sunday worship services. They are part of our Light & Power Sunday School class, led by Jeff and Kathi McNair. Many of us at Trinity share the opinion that our disabled family members make Trinity a beautiful congregation. Scripture affirms that, “But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19 If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, but one body.” (1 Corinthians 12:18-20 NIV)

Paul continues with what is the secret to the beautifying of the body of Christ called Trinity Church. We have discovered that we need the disabled members of our church family.

“The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” 22 On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24 while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25 so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26 If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.” (1 Corinthians 12:21-26 NIV)

And so we are rejoicing in the part of our body that is disabled. Check out our August edition of Connections Magazine celebrating a few of our treasured families and individuals. And be sure to come and worship with us on August 8 for our Disability Celebration Sunday.

Back to Fanny J. Crosby’s beloved hymn, Blessed Assurance. “Crosby was visiting her friend Phoebe Knapp as the Knapp home was having a large pipe organ installed. The organ was incomplete so, using the piano, Mrs. Knapp played a new melody she had just composed. “What do you think the tune says?” asked Knapp. “Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine”, answered Fanny Crosby.”

The lyrics that immediately flowed from Fanny’s heart through her fingers, bears testimony that she knew who she was in Christ, an heir of salvation, a purchase of God, born of his Spirit and washed in his blood. (All references from Scripture if you care to check them out: Titus 3:7, 1 Cor. 6:20, John 3:5-8, Heb. 9:14) The other verses demonstrate that her delight, rest, and happiness came from her constant gaze upon Christ, his goodness and love. The moment our story connects with God’s story and we place faith in Christ, we not only become an heir of salvation, we also learn to express our delight and gratitude to God through becoming worshipers, praising our Savior all the day long. May this be our song in August, 2010 and forevermore!

A few of my favorite recordings are by Matt Boswell, Jadon Lavik, and Crystal Lewis.

vs.1
Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
O what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.

Refrain:
This is my story, this is my song,
praising my Savior all the day long;
this is my story, this is my song,
praising my Savior all the day long.

vs.2
Perfect submission, perfect delight!
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
Angels descending bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.

vs.3
Perfect submission, all is at rest!
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with his goodness, lost in His love.

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